If I Killed for You is a drawing that uses the classic red yarn detective board as a metaphor for the unraveling of self-identity in the context of a toxic friendship. The web of connections and threads visually represents how, in an attempt to align with someone else’s expectations, you can lose sight of who you are. The piece reflects the emotional dissonance that comes from changing yourself so much for someone that you no longer recognize your own reflection. The hidden message within the chaotic connections mirrors the internal struggle of self-discovery in the aftermath of such a transformation.